happy birthday you..
why do i still love you,after all that you've put me through?
s'il vous plait
tu connais je t'aime?je t'aime beaucoupwhy cant i look in your eyes?because th eyes are windows to ones souland i can't bear to bare my
s'il vous plait
tu connais je t'aime?je t'aime beaucoupwhy cant i look in your eyes?because th eyes are windows to ones souland i can't bear to bare my
when there was me and you
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself
. .tears. .
i should be used to crying myself to sleepbut why does it hurts so much everytime i dois it me, or is it you?
crying to
-how long- (Hinder)
just a shell of my former selfever since you leftstill waiting, hoping
Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath
-seize th day- (Avenged Sevenfold)
dedicating this song to th person i lovethough th love is not reciprocatedth feeling has not fadedSeize the day or die regretting the time you
recollections: no story
blinded by the bright darknessi flew throughoverwhelmed by all the sadnessi need youblinded by the dark brightnessi got lostoutnumbered by all the kindnessi jumped across
falling
IMF!!
IMF IS OFFCIALLY OVERbut i'm feeling damn sadi dont mind if it goes on for another month or so(i dont know if other Singaporeans can
more responsibilities
Arghhhhhfreaking stressedso much things to doso many commitments
Sunday was FMSA's biennial general meetingwent through th reports blah blah blahthen came th dreaded electionsi thought i'll
. .baby magdalene. .
poor baby magdalene
mummy rejected her
even before she was born
no
it wasnt an abortion
no
baby magdalene wasnt conceived yet
mummy and daddy wouldnt make that mistake
when mummy was pregnant
. .kerna sayang. .
-lagu ini khas ku tujukan buat sayang ku,
walau dikau tidak akan menerima ku
kasih dan cinta ku buat mu selalu-
tiap kali kau berlari ku
trained to heal..to kill
finally i'm a qualified medic
something i've always wanted to do
though i dont really see gunshot
wounds everyday,
i still find joy in helping people
through their normal maladies
satisfaction
. .a minor love story. .
A minor love story
An angel fall like a snow flake
Melting over time
I’ll do whatever it takes
To make you mine, oh, mine
I love to see you
valentine's death
"this was never my world
you took the angel away
i killed myself to make everybody pay
i would've told her then
she was the only thing
that I could
cynosis of lips
"lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful
tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and
can you see my intestines?
when you're looking at my abdomen..
can you say there are no
contusions or distensions?
can you say there are no penetrating injuries?
when you palpating four quadrants of
thailand!!
thailand
was hot(lon) and cold(nau)
was dry and sandy
didnt expect me to enjoy
myself
work was work
plenty of work
ex taurus, homerun and finale
work, work, work
cigarettes(buk-li)
cheap cheap!!
marlboro: 65 baht
local brand:
rela menanti
rela menanti
walaupun parah
walau berdarah
rela menanti
walau terhalang
walaupun malang
--maafkan ku di atas kata² ku yang lalu
daku tahu kau terguris hati dan kalbu
bukan niat ku menjadi
gue bukan arjuna mu
semakin gue menjerit
semakin jauh lo muncul
baldu hati gue calar
disebabkan perasaan lo
nan cabul
ngak mungkin bisa lagi
hati gue dirobek
cewek yang seperti lo
air mata nun seperti hujan
aduh
perit
sakit
gue bukan
and i...
and i love you
i dont know if you do
i want to be your spaceboy
not just another play toy
call me micheal,
and i'll call you maria
you're special
and
sie haben mich geküsst
you stood there
the sun making a silhouette out of you
by the shores of Mueggelsee
‘Guten morgen prinzessin’ –my words to you
I cant see your engel face
but
'cause i'm just a friend
"cause i'm just a friend
a little of me
and you want me out of your sight
oh i'm just a friend
but this feelings run deep
and i know
butterfly flutterby
don't fly away
stay in my hands
let me protect you
from this harsh world
i have survived this world
onslaughts of pain
and suffering
until th wind
blew you to me
by chance?
by
faceless freak
when a smile
is a frown
is a smirk
is a sneer
is a laughter
is a cry
is a sulk
is a sorrow
HAH!!
androgeneous mutation
one big motion
a call for new life
running, changing
away
one year..
if you told me not to breathe
i wont
you can breathe for both of us
seems like yesterday
like one day
alas one year
a hurdle we clear
tear me up
Pater Noster
Pater noster, qui es in caelis
sanctificetur nomen tuum;
Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua
sicut in caelo et in terra
Panem nostrum quotidianum da
temporary amnesia
i'm letting you take th back seat
in my life
can't afford to drop another tear
because of you
can't take more emotional suffering
"and if you want me back,
you're
shot in th head
learnt a new word today
extirpated
it means
FUCK YOU GOD!!
you screwed my life up real well
oh dont give me that i screw my own life shit
i was
From Boys to Men/BMT/POP
19 new pics
serving th nation for you
--"we are brothers in arms
we are brothers proud to be
we are th first th one and only infantry"
i feel sad for my fellow
heartbreak
i was teetering on th brink
you came and pushed me
was i asking for too much
or was i giving too much?
i'll wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and wait
and
dreams
two nights
two nightmares
same outcome
don't flow away
th source is drying up
th rain doesn't help
th coming of th morning dew
makes it worse
go against gravity
go against nature
just dont
headache
my head's cracked
crack
smashed to smithereens
switching my brain off
so my body survives
daily ordeals
must survive
must emerge alive
have to think about
my present and future
worry about my present
physical abuses
shattered glass
i'm a shattered glass
after fourteen sunrises
and fourteen sunsets
cracks appeared
slowly enlarging
deforming me
cutting my insides
even though i'm a glass
i'm barely holding myself together now
especially after reading fanmails
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